"He who can no longer pause to wonder and stand rapt in awe, is as good as dead; his eyes are closed."
Brain, I need more brain food...
I've decided to further my studies. I dont really know yet in what sort of area, but even though work is great, and im quite happy in my career choice, i still crave knowledge. I need to know more more more. I think I'll at least return to my meditation classes for starters, and go back to Uni in the new year.
Life has changed so much, yet not a lot has changed. Its beautiful really. I love you all.
SO SO SO SO much is happening right now, and its all flowing, as well as it can.. kind of up and down, but im moving forwards, which is great.
Losing the reason for doing all of this wasn't so bad, just because it helped me realise the true reason for doing all of this. Its hard, but better this way.
um yeah, more updates, maybe, later. eh.
Bye
Sniders Lane, Melbourne
I've become so in tune with the VIDAS (ELISA) machine at work.. that i can tell at what stage of testing it is at by its subtle humming. I really do <3 it.. well when i don't have too much work, like today.
Life is cruisy atm. Hanging out till July, it still feels like ages away. Learning Italian is a good way to fill in my spare time. Work functions are fun, and meeting new people is interesting. When those new people aren;t relaly happy that your company has bought out their company, they aren't as talkative as youwould like. Fun nonetheless.
Its cool when people finally work out, what you have had figured out for a long time.
From the fall I hold the word conviction
And the thrill to the swell is in your golden touch
But the flesh is weak and without reason
So I slave to your beat and soul for all time
God give a little love
Bring me back a dog in the next life
God give a little love
Wanna be a dog in the next life
When you strike with soul and quick precision
I'm snagged by a nervous twitch and cold desire
But they say the wretched get their kingdom
Breathe on, it's my time, let's go, we all die
Scott is back, so much ♥ for him.
I'm sure I've said it before. Talking to him helps.
The music is keeping me sane lately. Everything is working out as it should be.
Free & Open.
I really dont know what to say
Dont forget the gingerbread, Kat.
Parody of an angel
Miles above the sea
I hear the voice of reason
Screaming after me
"You've flown far too high now you're too close to the sun,
Soon your makeshift wings will come undone"
But how will I know limits from lies if I never try?
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Sometimes when im walking, I think about the countless decisions I've made in my life, and where they have led me. The good thing about it is that I dont for a second regret any of them. Even the ones that didnt turn out so well, because I knew I had no option but to follow what I truely desired, and at no point did I ever lie to myself about what I wanted.
This is why I'm so happy with the way everything is right now :)
I feel so close to you
my hands are dry
my face is cold
my stomach warm
